God gives you opportunities

           This morning I decided to start my Sunday off at the gym. I usually like to workout in the afternoon, but I felt really energized when I woke up so I figured why not! I started out with my arm workout which consisted of using the different weight machines. I listen to my ipod during weight time and then when it's time for cardio I watch the tv.

           Since I'm not usually there on Sunday, I didn't know what was on at 12pm so I decided I'd just watch the HGTV channel cause seriously what isn't good on there? :) I find the treadmill that is perfectly centered in front of that tv and look down to see a sign that says OUT OF ORDER. I was bummed, but I just moved over to the right ( since the left was taken). I start the treadmill up and plug my headphones in. I look up and I am now in front of the TBS channel which had a movie on. ( Score!) I thought, " eh this won't be bad to watch after all," and realized it was Evan Almighty. It might be cheesy and not that good to some, but I really like that movie.

             As I am at an incline of 15 and a speed of 3mph, feeling the burn might I add, I have been on the machine for 15 minutes now. My mind is tricking me and telling me you have done enough just finish, but I know I can do more. The movie returns and grabs my attention. Evan's family has decided that he is a crazy man and can no longer take the chaos so they leave him to go to his mother in law's house. In the next scene, the boys and their mother are sitting in this restaurant watching the latest about their Dad/Husband building this ark while listening to people bash him verbally. The boys leave the table while the mother debates what to do next. God aka Morgan Freeman ( lol) comes up to her and strikes up a conversation. She reveals that Evan aka NYC Noah is her husband.  God says he loves that story. She asks for advice and he tells her powerful information. He says, "When you pray to God for patience, does he give you patience or does he give you an opportunity to be patient? When you pray to God for courage, does he give you courage or does he give you an opportunity to be courageous? When you pray to God to bring your family closer, does he fill you up with a warm fuzzy feeling or does he give you an opportunity to bring your family closer?" The answer ladies and gents..... He gives you the opportunity.

           I have seen this movie numerous times and I have never caught that part. God spoke to me. He may not have spoken to me to where I could hear him, but God shows us he is there for us in ways we can't explain sometimes. I know I often pray to him for things such as focus, determination, less stress, etc. As I heard the scene in the movie it made me think for a second. It took me back to the times I prayed for focus before a test or patience to not yell at someone who erked me the day before. I realized God didn't give me those things he gave me the opportunity to be focused, patient, etc.

           Friends and family take a second to think back to a time you prayed for "things" and try to think if he truly gave you those things or gave you an opportunity. Remember to continue to pray for eyes that see the best in people, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad, and a soul that never loses faith in God.

Happy Sunday Everyone!

4th of July weekend, Infection City, and 15 pounds down!

              I'm going to try and make this short and sweet, but I tend to blab on and on. LOL Anyways, so Devin got SUPER lucky and had the entire 4th of July weekend off! ( Pays off not asking off hehe) He has been wanting to see this museum in Alabama for a little bit now and it was the perfect opportunity to break in the motorcycle Monaco style! It was a LLOOONNGGG ride, but it was loads of fun. Once we got out of Florida the scenery was beautiful, especially in Alabama. We loved Birmingham so much we decided that if for some reason we get tired of Texas ( like that's even possible) then our next option would be to move to Birmingham. I mean seriously the scenery on the highway is spectacular! You don't see any buildings because the trees are so tall! They have to 1,000 feet billboards just so people can see what's coming up at the exits. Also, they have great BBQ!

               We got to Alabama Friday night, enjoyed some Whataburger on the way to the hotel and were ready for Saturday! We had wanted to relax in the pool but this La Quinta didn't have a pool. ( Weird) So Saturday morning we woke up at the butt crack of dawn because Devin said we needed to go by the largest Harley in Alabama before heading off to the museum ( which he thought was literally going to take us from open to close to see everything). I really enjoyed the Harley location because I got to shop! :) They had so much stuff it was amazing! Pretty much our house decor is going to be western/harley theme. Don't worry it will still be lovely. It took us 2 hours or 2 1/2 hours to get through everything in the museum and then we headed off to Bass Pro. Again, the scenery on the way up to the Bass Pro was phenomenal with all the trees and steep uphill windy roads. We had lunch there and of course looked around then headed back to the hotel for a nap. We had  dinner at a highly recommended BBQ place ( recommended by Trip Advisor) called Dreamland. OMG it was delicious! After, we got to see the sunset overlooking Birmingham and rode back to the hotel. All in all it was a great weekend.

                 Sunday we start our trek back to Florida. Unfortunately for me, I woke up with a lovely UTI and my monthly visitor. Great. As much as I wanted to deny it ( the UTI that is) , throughout the day it just got worse. When we got to GA, I finally decided to take some over the counter stuff, but it didn't seem to help. Once we got a little further, Devin found a med clinic we could go to. ( Thank God for health insurance!) In 30 minutes, I was in and out and was able to get my antibiotic. I was in so much pain and with stopping every 20 miles to pee it felt like we were never going to get back to Florida! Devin suggested that I stay in Valdosta ( which was like 200 miles from Orlando) and take a bus back Monday since it seemed like I wasn't going to be able to make back on the bike. I refused and told him, " I am going to suck it up and deal with it. Let's go!" We did just that. When we stopped the next time, Devin texted Brodie to see if he could come pick me up when he got off work so I wouldn't have to suffer on the back anymore. ( Thank God for Devin!) I started to feel better, but I was so glad to see Brodie in Ocala, Fl to rescue me and my arse.

                 The next day I woke up feeling very funny. I don't exactly know how to describe it except for that it was just weird. As the day went by I realized I was having symptoms of a yeast infection ( which is very common with taking antibiotics). Great. So now I had to take something to get rid of that. Finally, after a week of nonsense, I felt so much better. I didn't want to scream it out loud and jinx anything but I was so ecstatic. Ever since I was little, I have been prone to getting UTI. They never quite knew what caused it, but when we were in WA my doctor told me that some women are just more prone to them for no explained reason. I debated about even blogging about this incident because I get embarrassed about it and think people will think I am "dirty", but honestly that is not it. I haven't had one in 2 years and then before that it had been even longer so I don't know it's just something that happens. In school, I learned that women are more prone than men to get them because their urethra's are shorter so they aren't able to fully rid of urine. God had a reason for making us like that unannounced to us.

                   So due to not feeling well for a week (because with the meds I got really nauseous so I wasn't hungry for much) I didn't go to the gym for a week. When I finally felt good enough to go back, I just did arm weights and was pooped. The next day I went and did some cardio. I've been gradually getting back into my normal routine, but man when you get sick you literally get the life knocked out of you! Now that I am 2 weeks healthy I am back to my normal routine somewhat. I measured myself Sunday to see how many inches and how much weight I have lost in a month. Wellll, I lost 3 pounds from June 10-July 20 ( yea I missed July 10 since I was sick), lost an inch off my waist and 1/4 inch off my butt and thighs. It's progress, but I happy with it.  Overall, I have lost 15 pounds since March. Yea that might seem like a long time, but I am doing it my way. I'm not doing some crazy diet or crazy exercises. I am losing the weight how I know best and being realistic about it. I know that if I go and do some crazy paleo diet or atkins diet or jenny craig I won't last because my meals are being decided for me. I honestly don't have the money to constantly buy fresh veggies, but I am taking the steps one at a time to increase my veggie and fruit intake. I'm making better choices when we eat out, but occasionally I will enjoy pizza or a burger. I am human and I am not perfect.

                 This is the longest I have kept with a workout and whatnot ever. I am proud of myself and I am finally noticing the progress too. I'd like to lose 10 more pounds, but that will come as I keep this up. I was hard on myself at the beginning of summer, but I am seeing now there is no reason for that. God made us all different for a reason. You have to love yourself to be happy. If you are constantly down on yourself you will stress out and end up gaining weight without realizing it. So I remember to always pray for eyes that see the best in people, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad, and a soul that never loses faith in God.

            

Joyeux anniversaire Devin ( Happy Birthday Devin)

       Today is my husband Devin's 26th birthday.  He started his day off like every day during the week with school and then went off to work. He insisted on not having a cake or even a cupcake to celebrate his birthday.

       The other day, He requested a steak grilled by me, but that wasn't going to happen seeing as how I don't even know the first thing about grilling. ( Hence, why he is the griller in this relationship.) I told him if he really wanted a steak I would get it to go ( because he didn't want to go out to eat after work either) from Longhorn Steak House, but all of a sudden a KFC commercial came on and BAM! Fried Chicken was the birthday wish. He wanted me to get it from Church's but let's just say where this Church's is located I'd rather not risk my life. ( Yes, I am be exaggerating a bit, but seriously there are people hanging around there that look they are about to make drug deals so I will pass). When he got home from school, I took the truck and went by redbox and KFC. Once I arrived back home, I made Devin a plate and TA- DA the birthday wish was granted! I still tried to convince him to let me get him some type of sweet, but he still was adamant about not wanting it. I dropped him off work and then headed to the gym.

       Even though this day has been pretty uneventful I am confident it is quite perfect to Devin. As long as I have known him, he has not been the type for "fancy" outings to celebrate his birthday or make "big deals" out of his birthday. He is perfectly fine with sitting at home watching a movie eating ice cream or something. I on the other hand would like to celebrate my birthday WEEK, but since my birthday is so close to Christmas and our anniversary I spare him and his pocketbook. :)

       Yesterday made me realize even more why I love Devin so much and decided to be his wife. I decided I would take the motorcycle riding course to get my endorsement since I have been saying I wanted to for awhile now. I finally struck up enough courage to do it and with it being summer and me having nothing to do I figured why not! Well, it's harder than it looks. I lasted up until the point you were needed to weave through cones. Yea that just wasn't happening. I was nervous and tensed my arms up and dropped the bike 3 times. I just couldn't face the fear yet. I have also NEVER ridden a motorcycle or dirtbike just me, myself, and I so I felt VERY accomplished that I was able to even make it from one cone to another and turn with my feet off the ground. I was basking in the essence of accomplishment too long I guess and ended up freaking myself twice and grabbed the front brake to hard ( first 2 drops) and then the whole tensing of the arms ( making it the lucky 3rd time) ordeal.

       I was shaken a bit, but mostly frustrated I wasn't going to be able to mark it off the list for the summer. I was disappointed and embarrassed too. I felt like Devin had spent money on me taking the class and I wasn't even going to be able to finish. I left the class and cried all the way home. ( Yes, I know crying come on! but seriously I did.) I think my pride was hurt because I was the only one who dropped the bike, but in my defense I am 5' 1'' people and this bike was 500cc Harley cruiser that I just wasn't ready to handle and couldn't maneuver too well with my height just yet. ( Yea yea laugh it up some of you. I'm sticking my tongue out at you while you do!) I was so upset. I called my mother in law on the way home since Devin was in school and she assured me that I just needed more practice.

        When Devin got home, I told him the whole story beginning to end while crying. He consoled me and said over and over, " Don't cry. The class is meant to help you. The guards are there because they fall all the time. You should see the bikes at school! They are so messed up from people dropping them all the time." I knew he was right, but I didn't want to hear it. He told me we will get me a dirt bike so I can practice on my own and then when I am ready again I can take the endorsement class. I agreed. He hugged me and then tried to make me laugh. Gotta love him.

       I know I chose the right man to marry just by those actions ( along with many more he does on a daily basis) because someone could have easily screamed and yelled and told me to suck it up and go again or not have been as understanding. Devin was. Devin has a big heart and doesn't judge people for what they have or have not done. I love that about him. He helps people as much as he can whenever he can. He is a huge animal lover ( hence why we have two dogs and a bird and have had a cat and 2 snakes and 2 other birds). He loves to do fun things like go on motorcycle rides. He loves to go to the movies  and try new foods. He is a big momma's boy and loves his family and mine. I am honored to be his wife and so glad God put us in each other's paths.

                Remember to always pray to have eyes that see the best in people, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad and a soul that never loses faith in God. 

Happy 26th Birthday Devin!